You didn’t think you were going to get through 30 days of me posting without me indulging in talking alllll about myself.
I was the shyest kid in all of my classes growing up.
I had terrible anxiety starting in 2nd grade. I developed a horrible blinking problem and a ridiculous child psychologist diagnosed me with Tourette’s Syndrome. Huh. To this day, I enjoy the excuse to yell FUCK YOU in any public place, at any time I see fit.
I love raspberries, turkey burgers, and Manhattans.
I dream of designing my own house that will be in the style of cozy minimal meets Farmhouse Industrial, and it has to be on a farm-like setting with goats and chickens and also 4 dogs.
I lost my virginity at 17 because I just wanted to get it over with and move on with life.
I feel a desperate need to move somewhere warm, and I really don’t like Chicago much at all, even though I’ve lived here for 25 years.
When I die I want my soul to reside in the ocean, where I can dwell amongst the amazing sea creatures.
I am not religious, do not like organized religion, and don’t believe in a God.
I believe that all of us are amazing balls of energy that are our own gods, and we haven’t come close to understanding how we exist in our human forms and what we are capable of, because we buy into the ultra-limiting beliefs we learn as we are growing up.
I abhor small talk.
I love sitting with one to three people max, talking about really interesting stuff, but I don’t like to have to talk over people, so if I hang out with you, I’ll shut up real fast if I feel like I have to compete for attention.
I grew up going to a country club every day of my life in the summers, and had tennis and swimming lessons, and my mom and dad were always very concerned with keeping up appearances, and then my sister and I grew up into weirdo oddball awkward artist types, and we felt like we were slight embarrassments, but now we find it hilarious.
I’ve dyed my hair since I was 17. Holla.
The things that make my heart and stomach get that giddy butterfly feeling are: design, art, learning and talking about human growth/psychology/energy/all that coolness. LOVE IT.